Thursday, March 30, 2017

Hope's Birthday

Today would have been Hope's first birthday. I had many plans to celebrate it, but things changed. I still am celebrating Hope's life.
I am thankful for our time together, though it was brief I will never forget it.

Monday, March 27, 2017

35 Days

35 days without you.... I sometimes feel as if I've accepted your death, but I'm not sure. I can't bare to look at your pictures, toys, collar, or anything of yours. Honestly, I try to be tough, but it's difficult. Your no longer here to protect me, you no longer greet me when I come home, you no longer sit in my lap as I watch movies. It hurts when the mailman comes and I don't have to worry about you barking at him, you would never let the 'murder mailman' hurt us. It kills me not to have you following close behind me when I go on walks, or ride my bike. The void in my heart is painful... It feels like my I'm slowly drowning in my sorrow. I miss you, you loved me unconditionally. You accepted me for who I was, you taught me not to worry, and you never let anyone hurt me. I feel unmotivated, like I'll slowly slip away. You were the reason I wanted to be the best I could be. But... You wouldn't have wanted to leave me in a state where I couldn't move on. Your purpose was to motivate me, love me, protect me, and to comfort me. You died in my arms, but managed to give me comfort, a sense of peace. I'll keep going for you, I'll give this life everything I got. Till we meet again, I'll miss you.

- Aubrey


Monday, February 20, 2017

Always Remembering Hope

Hope past away today, February 20th, 2017.

She was always ready to please her owner, she was very energetic, and never failed to make her owner happy.Though her life was short she greatly impacted me. She loved me more then she ever loved herself.